Amen to that. It's what I'm going to end up telling her actually. But I'll tell her when she's hurting less. Right now the only thing that matters is I get a whole night with. Just me and my girl Cole <3 I call her my girl cuz she says that's what she's been since the first time she ever saw me. She's my best friend and always knows what to say. I don't get to hang with her out of school much because her mom was diagnosed with lung cancer so she spends a lot of time with her. I'm just really excited

but for the dating part of your comment I probably won't date for a. Ouple months. Maybe longer. It's just too much to deal with before I get my emotions sorted out ya know?