Hey! how are you?!? i havent talk in you in FOREVER!!

Love, you're gonna find out some day anyways. Girls like us can keep our secrets for a long time but not forever. People who love you are still gonna love you. It's okay to just be Megan. If you never let out all that's inside of you, it's always gonna be there. Sometimes the strongest thing to do is just to allow. Allow yourself to feel whatcha feel and be where you are and allow people to help you. It takes a lot of courage and courage is strength

But I'm scared of what others would think one I stop being strong megan

You don't have to like them baby girl, no one likes them. But you gotta be willing to feel em. You don't need to be strong Megan...try just being honest Megan for awhile

But I don't like those emotions since I always have to be strong megan.

What I've learned from personal experience is that until you realize that you have nothing left to hold onto with your addictions you won't be willing to let go. You use to know you don't have anything worth keeping there. You gotta be willing to feel scared and hurt and angry sometimes and not just try to make it go away but learn to accept uncomfortable feelings cause they will come up

Why is it so hard to keep yourself(me) from relapsing

Always honey

Can I ask a question?

Nothing much other then talking to people and relaxing since I'm finally out of school but still have basketball with a boot on my leg:P