hmmmmmmmmm im thinking

awww that's good
im glad to hear!

i was in that live help on/offline thing it made me feeling good

it is okay to ask for help sometimes, think of all the people who care about you... they wouldn't want you thinking about things like that!

i know i need help for a long time i just want to get one of mine sword and stabe my neck

so are you considering seeing a psychologist or a counsellor? it could really help you, sometimes it's easier to speak to someone totally fresh, they generally have a different outlook on things.

damn i cant go on like this

I'm sure that isn't true, everyone gets times where they're feeling down and like they're uncapable but you have to believe you are because you don't have anything to stop you from being able to do something.

anything really

what do you feel you can't do right?