Crystalle.... I am not feeling to good today. I feel like I can't do this. Idk Why but It hurts. I feel like I might slip up :/

Crystalle I am sorry about the tumor, at least it can be removed right? Sleep haha I haven't had like ANY like 5 hours in 3 days... I also feel the need to mention that I have more than enough horses for you to ride. Destiny, Nissa, Azora, Tinka, or I am sure you could ride one of missi's. There is always that option. I am trying to be a positive person lol

Hello love. :/ I'm not doing to great....2 hours of sleep in 5 days and I miss my boyfriend like crazy it's been 5 days. and tiggers going to the vet to get a huge tumor removed today. :/ And I don't have anyone to ride unless I can ride squeak. So if I can then yeah. How are you bestest friend of mine?

Hello Bestest friend of mine How are you doing? I think we should ride tomorrow. Want to? If not that's cool.

Hun that is my life http://forum.e-dz.com/topic/3681-12-things-to-do-when-youre-depressed/ Give this a look and try some of them. Someone sent them to me and they may not work but at least you won't be thinking about the sadness.

Sounds good to me. Id love to leave this hell hole. It seems like the older I get, day by day it gets harder and harder.

WOW! so what does that mean for all of us. I just don't understand it. We need her... Crystalle I think it's kid napping time, Alex will love us and we can run to um... Idk Alaska? Idk somewhere far. So we can all be together and away from our lives.

I don't know. I know I won't be allowed to hangout with her even though half the things I said were true. Blah. :/ I can't stand her mom!

oh no... I wrote something vulgar to her . GREAT! I was just kidding and now her mom is going to like hate me and most likely not let us hang out! Crystalle, What do we do?

Her mom did have her phone.