HEEEEYYYY!!!!! I just wanted to thank you for being my best friend. You support me so much, I don't know what I would do without you. I want you to know that you can talk to me about anything. I am always here for you night and day, because you deserve someone who cares too. <3 ya

yeah I get it...

I don't know I'm not sure. But that way you can meet her and see how nice she is and stuff.

Can you do that? I would go anyways even if I can't talk to her if you want me too.

I'm not sure. :/ I've got a doctors appointment on august 2nd. Want to come with me maybe she will speak with you then.

Oh... then what now?

No clue love. :/ My Mom said that she won't be taking "New Patients" Till September because shes booked. She wanted to get Ian in but she has to wait till September.

Hi criddle bug, I don't know if I can call... Do you know if they take health first??

I am so EXCITED for tomorrow. I miss her so much. It will be like old times... and I know it will be hard lets hope this time works. I can't forgive him yet, because now whenever someone touches me like a guy I feel grossed out. and other stuff that I will tell you at the barn... I love you more!!! you be the bestest fran! <3

I don't block him from my memory. I take it as a lesson in life. Karma will catch up with him for all that he's done. I no longer hate him because hatred and holding grudges isn't going to get me anywhere or do anything. I had a really long talk with Terry lastnight. It's still bugging me some of the things that were said but I'm giving it one last try and if this doesn't stop I'm ending it. <(Will be the hardest thing I've ever done) But I'm not putting myself through it all again. Life's already hard enough for me right now. I can't wait for tomorrow! Getting to spend some time with my bffl shasha and my old friend Cyvanna and possibly my wife Alex ;{D haha. I love you shana <3 You're amazing!