People do care sweetie

It is and it feels like nO one cares anymore

That's incredibly stupid. I mean, geez. I understand knowing that about a person is hard, but distancing yourself like that solves nothing :/ I'm so sorry<3

Yeah well I get that completely but they are totally ignoring me most times. I never see them anymore. I am always home alone. I even sleep in the house alone. No one is ever here. It feels like I an the only one living here. Lonely to say the least.
You are a great friend <3

Oh, sweetheart, I know exactly bow that is...my family treats me like that, but they know nothing of the things I've done/thought/dealt with...I know how rough it is. I'm so sorry they treat you like that. I just think that they don't know how to handle the information they have now...if that makes sense. And being in that position before, I can see why. Knowing someone you're close to is doing something like that to themselves because they don't know how to cope, it's extremely hard to say the least. It's a lot to take in and process, and it's hard to figure out what you can do to help
<3 love you buddy

I guess so. I just wish they wouldn't see me as just that. I am still the same person they knew. I just handle things differently. I am really no different than them... Yet they treat me like I am going to off myself at any given moment. It sucks to be the outcast any where but especially in your own family... I will be alright though.

I know honey. But it really is better for them to know.
Keep strong loves<3

I know they care but it still sucks. They have been lying to me. But I guess I am no better by keeping this secret from them for 4 years

Ahh.
Well, I can see why you don't trust them because of that...but you have to keep in mind the only reason your sister told your mom is because they care for you, not to be spiteful (even if you see it that way, I seriously doubt it)

Well remember the story of how my sister reacted on the cruise when she found out? Well she promised not to tell and she is the one who betrayed my trust. My mom also already knew about it by my sister weeks before she pretended to come across it and freak out on me. I totally feel like I can't trust anyone in my family anymore. They all keep lying to me.