Oh you should, it's pretty cool here. Everyone who comes over seems to enjoy it anyway. haha I know mines growing quite alot.

I actually want to go to England someday. Another place on my list, Places I Want to See Before I Die. Lol. It's a long list. I feel like I add something new everyday.

Yes i did thankyou. I went to hastings, still in England haha but it was good.

Haha. Did you have fun? I hope you did. Where were you?

Oh awesome, sorry it took me ages to reply ive been on holiday too haha

I don't wanna be locked up. That would just be pointless. I went to see a Broadway show. That was my favorite part. We saw In the Heights. It's a new Broadway musical.

You shouldnt be locked up for it! you just slipped up a little it happens, its bound to really you did really well for getting as far as 11 days and you should be proud. just pick yourself up and try again. I'm really glad you had a good time in NY, what did you get up too?

The last night I was in NY I had a breakdown. Cut my upper arm the tiniest bit in the shower. A little on my leg so no one would see it. I feel like I should be locked up because I loved that sting. I missed it. I haven't had the urge to since. I did go eleven days and I'm proud of myself for that. I just wish I could've gone longer. NY was fabulous. It was nice to chill for a week.

thankyou. but that proves your strong if you didnt do it and you get stronger every urge you dont give into but really well done, you should be proud of yourself Have fun in NY! i'd love to go there, and that'd be good if started counseling, but chill out in NY and have a break

I'm sorry things aren't going well. I really hope they get better. It's been five days without self-harm for me but the urges really kicked me in the ass today. I didn't do anything but I really wanted to. I'm going to NY next week and I'll hopefully start counseling when I get back.