yeah, and it'll help me grow inside more

yeah it was great. It's over now, cuz it's only for friday, saturday, sunday, but in the summer I'm going to attend the kids' day camps and be a youth mentor to the kids. I can't do any of the leadership stuff until i'm 18, but for now I can attend and be a role model I'm excited about that.

yeah I like it. It's music and art therapy so I enjoy it. Today though I had a panic attack during one of the activities cuz it was kinda upsetting, and one of the facilitators had to take me upstairs to do a "check in" which basically just means debriefing about what's going on and so yeah. It was good though. Today we tied letters to our loved ones to balloons and released them all at the same time outside. It was like magic.

I'm good. I've been gone most of the weekend cuz a place in my city runs a program for grieving teens...so we're having our weekend retreat. it's like day camps but it runs for 3 days. It's pretty pro.

haha that's awesome.