Sweetie
I know that feeling and I know that the pain can cause a temporary relief from everything else but I don't like to see you get hurt. It won't last forever and you will need it more and more and it will get out of hand. So you slipped up. Just try again. You went so long without it. I know that you can do it <3 Xxx

Thank You <3 <3 <3 I feel exactly the same about you! I get exctied when I see a message from you, you've been there when times are tough, you've kept me going when I felt rough, I know I can rely on you whenever I need to and I love the fact I can be myself around you! I love you!!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

2 muse ones, 4 BFMV ones, 1 mcr one and 2 bvb ones It's weird but I just cut... I cut my lip with my teeth in class and it felt soooooooo good so when I got home I cut like 30mins ago and I can still feel it and I'm loving the escape, I'm home alone and I feel peaceful, I know I'll regret it later, but right now it's so good...

I know that things are hard right now and everything seems tough,
But i am always here for you when things get a little rough,
You are an amazing and beautiful person and so important too,
You are a really good friend to me and thats why i love you <3

I know it's hardas most people don't understand, maybe print something off for her to read about it. That might help.
Maybe try blasting your music out and singing, scrwaming into a pillow, crying, hugging a toy, dancing...whaever as long as it distracts you.
Oh cool What posters?

Love you <3 <3 <3 xxx

I know why she's doing it, but I only wish she cared enough to do some research... if she did she would know that by reacting the way she is she's only making it a lot worse for me... I'm distracting myself at the moment by writing... but everything I write is to do with SH and I'm having to stop because it's triggering myself... I've just put up a load of posters but I'll probably have to take them down cuz I put them on the actual wall not just doors/wardrobe... what have you been up to recently apart from DoE? anything good?

<3 <3 <3 Love you too <3 <3 <3

Aww sweetie
I know its hard, maybe if you tell you mom if you are certain she will look then that way she can't be mad at you for not telling her. She is only doing it because she loves you and doesn't want you to be hurt. I dont you to be hurt either.
It's hard but you have done so well, you don't need to SH sweetie. you can do this

Love you <333

k, well mum grabbed my arm and said I still dont think these are cat scratches and then she said people who cut on their arm and then get found out move to their stomachs or backs... that's what I did and I'm convinced she wants to check... i get a check of my arm every week but i know i can't admit it... its so hard and I can feel myself breaking...

<3 love you <3

Aww sweetie i'm sorry to hear that your struggling. Stay strong you can do this. You're better than that.
How come you think you're going to get found out?
I know it's hard and I wish I could make things easier for you. You deserve so much better. I love you and you are amazing. Don't forget that.

My walk was good thanks I'll tell you about it later, when I get back.

Love you <3 Xxx

I'm slipping again, I can feel myself getting closer to the blade and I have a terrible feeling I'm going to get found out in the next week I'm so stressed and it's not a good feeling, I'm glad I have school tomorrow, I need to escape, although I hate school now... I don't know, I just want everything to get better...

Did you enjoy your walk??? Love you <3 <3 <3