Oh yeah and if anything does happen with you, be sure to tell me. Maybe I can restore my faith in humanity! ����

Your no idiiot. We're all human and at the end of the day we all struggle, the only difference is how we deal with struggle. I'm so glad that you haven't completly given up!! However I'm kinda sick and tired of waiting around for someone to find me attractive. I don't want to feel so stupidly ugly and worthless all the time. So screw it. If someone comes then 'lucky me!' but I'm not moping around anymore.
Your right, maybe one day we'll experience it, but I don't feel like it's happening any time soon for me!
Btw your very well spoken for your age! It's nice.

Then I suppose we're on the same boat. You actually speak my mind; youth incomplete. That's the main concern at hand.

People definitely can live without it, but it's ought to be one hell of an unpleasant existence. Until one learns to just go with it. I'd personally rather not. Need it at least once, then I'll know that I didn't miss out.

You know, maybe it'll work out for both of us eventually. One can hope, and hope is certainly the last thing to go. We're both still young enough to make changes, and no matter how hard they may be, they must be possible to accomplish. I was an idiot to resign so early, and so I declare myself back in the hunt, until I collapse again. I hope you do not resign either.

Well, if it makes you feel any better I'm a 17 year old girl who's never so much as held hands with a boy. No one has ever expressed any interest in me whatsoever. 99% of the time I take it personally because so many of my friends who are very much like me, get a lot of non-platonic interest. I know what you mean by wanting to experience it, I feel like it part of being young, if I don't go through it I feel like my youth will be incomplete. I only disagree with you on that we can't live without it. I don't know about you but I've been living without it my entire life, sure,everything will be aot easier with it but its not my lifeline.

Well I'm pretty unattractive objectively. Been told I'm a 4/10 multiple times, so that's that. To my credit, a fair few have called me "cute," whatever the hell that means, and I did get a 6 once or twice, but they were probably being dishonest. I don't really want to succeed in non-platonic efforts because it'd increase my self-worth, I actually don't care whatsoever what people think of me. It's just that I really want to experience it.

Maybe one day, but I doubt it. I'm planning on setting up a profile online because no one seems to do it IRL anymore. I'll probably end up getting no messages, but one can hope.

Definitely will shoot myself if none of it works out though. Contrary to popular belief, non-platonic relationships are damn important, and I'm human like everyone else, so I need it just as much as anyone. Can't live without it.

I'm sorry you feel that way. But I get what you mean in feeling unattractive and having no hope in non-platonic efforts. I feel like that 24/7. What makes you feel like that though? It's great that you've given yourself more time to live but please know that even if nothing changes by then it doesn't lessen your worth in any way.

Like shit, as usual. But better for sure. Not like I'd ever actually shoot myself. I highly doubt I would. It's true that I'm an unattractive person and that I don't have much hope in any non-platonic efforts, but I suppose it'd be cowardly to simply roll over and die, and as such, I have decided to live for at least a little while longer.

Hey! How are you doing today?