stuffs...okay I guess. I can't do anything but think about Brandon. i thought by now it would have eased up a little at least, but it seems like it just gets more real. No one besides Michael knows I was driving still. I think we're going to keep it that way. I can't face his parents after that and with having their grandbaby, I'm going to have to face them a lot I think. They don't know yet...but I can't keep it a secret much longer so. Basically everythings getting ready to hit the fan. Should be fun.
Thanks for asking

How have you been?

Hey. How have things been going?

One day seems really far away.

Tell yourself that one day, things will get better.

It doesn't always feel like that. I kept telling myself that tomorrow, it will be a little bit better. It will hurt a little bit less. But then I realized that it wasn't true. So now I don't know what to tell myself.

Small steps, but I'm working on it. Night time is still the worst.

Good I'm really glad!
See, your making great steps sweetie. I'm really proud of you for telling Micheal.

I'm staying with my coach and his wife right now. I'm actually going to meet my mom tonight to talk to her. She knows some but not everything. and I talked to Michael. Told him the truth, that he wasn't the one driving. He wasn't furious, like I thought he'd be, so that was a start

I'm glad to hear your not in the hospital.
Did you talk to your parents at all...? Or someone at school?