Thank you. It's just... it's making me want to take my own life too, mostly because I usually feel like no one cares - that no matter how much I try to throw myself to people who may, I'm shot down because.. who pays attention to the silly, emotionally traumatized, half-goth girl? Not many people do.

I'll be back in the chat room whenever Java updates and chooses to work with my correctly... if that ever happens.

I never got the chance to say ,
im so sorry. Thats terrible. I really hope things get better though.