JACK!!!! How are you? I haven't talked to you in like forever

He really was Jack. I'm gonna try to do my best for him. I want you to see my post in the Depression and Suicide forum please

I promise you will be better off, and I promise that you will move on, and I promise that you'll be happy
He must've been an amazing guy to make you promise that as he wants to make sure your future is a bright one, and it will be

Well, I did promise my boyfriend that I would live. I also promised him that I would graduate high school and go to college. He wanted me to promise him that I would move on, be happy, find another amazing guy, get married and have kids, but I don't think I can do that. I just hope I'm a lot better than this in the future

I'm sure anyone else in your position would consider themselves still together as well. Please try to live. I know it sucks at the moment but I can honestly see you in the future looking back and saying how glad you are that you decided to survive.

Yeah that is true. He was really special to me. I don't think I can move on. I know this probably isn't right, but I still consider him my boyfriend. I'm going to try to move on, but I don't think I'll be able to do it. Life really does suck right now. It doesn't seem worth living at this moment

Come on, life will be so much better when you met the right people and do the right things
I'm sure he was really special to you and that you'd rather be in death with him but I'm also sure he'd rather you move on (not forget him, but just be willing to move on). Life sucks sometimes, but it always proves itself to be worth living sooner or later

Senior year is going okay for me. Why is it disappointing to you?

It's alright. He really was a great guy. I know he's watching over me and loving me. I seen him in the sky last night. I told him that I loved him. I'm still upset that God had to take him at a young age. I just want to be with him right now. I don't even want to live. I know I promised him some things, but I don't know if I can do it

Senior year is kinda disappointing, but oh well.

I'm really sorry to hear about all that, but I'm sure he was a great guy and will always be watching over you.

I haven't been doing very well lately. My boyfriend passed away on the 30th from cancer. I'm still upset about it, but not that upset. I cried every day except for the day we got together. After that, I cried because I didn't want him to go. He told me that he had 2 weeks left to live according to his doctors, but they were wrong. He knew he was going to die, but he didn't want to tell me because he didn't want me to be upset or cry. I didn't get a chance to tell him that I loved him again. The last night I talked to him was the 29th. I just wish God didn't have to take him from me and his family, but he's with his girlfriend and baby boy now.

Well, I'm glad things are very better for you. You don't have to be sorry. Take your time and do homework. How is school going for you?