Haha, that last part makes me giggle sheerly because you make it seem as if you're a burden rather than a friend.
It'll be alright in the end, I promise. If it was going to happen and she was sure of it then you did everything you could and no one can expect any more of you. Remember how this makes you feel and imagine how those who love you would feel if you killed yourself.

It's alright. It's hard to get over this because she told me she was okay but in a little bit of pain the last time I spoke to her. She was a really good friend. She stopped me from doing suicide so many times and she helped me with some of my problems. I never thought I was lose someone else that I'm close to. I don't think it's going to be alright. I lost 2 family members and 1 friend. I can't keep losing people. You don't have to be here for me if you don't want to

Oh wow, I'm so, so sorry. And I doubt you'll lose anyone, the chances of that happening are one in a million and I doubt you have the fortune to be that one. Everything will be alright, even if it doesn't seem like it at the moment and, until then, I'm here for you

My friend passed away a few hours ago and I'm really upset. This is the third person I lost that was close to me. I'm just really scared that I'll lose someone else or something

What's wrong, friend?

Hey there..

That makes my life so much more at ease now that I know another nice person isn't suicidal
I'm sure they will. I mean even looking at it statistically, what are the chances that every other person you'll meet in your life will be a dick? Really astronomically small, so just try and hold out until then

I'm not sure if homeschool is the same thing as private school, but yeah they're a lot nicer than the people at my old school. I know that I don't want to end my life anymore, but I realize that I don't need to end my life over some things that happened to me. I really hope things will get better for me once I graduate and start college

Ah, are the people in your private school nicer? And I completely understand how you feel, and I know it's got to be hard to keep going, but your whole life isn't going to suck like this and if you commit suicide you'll never get to see the fun and positive parts. People in elementary, middle, and even high school are going to be immature and harsh, but in college people will be more mature and no one will tolerate the bullies any longer.

I always bring up bad memories. My mind is never positive right now. I try so hard to think positive, but it doesn't work very well. I know I always got made fun of when I was in elementary school, but it got worse when I started middle and high school. I can never ignore what people say about me. I always let it get to me. If people say I'm ugly, I usually believe them because I do think I'm ugly. I just wish I could ignore every bad thing someone says about me, but it's kind of hard to. I'm glad I really don't have to deal with the bullying anymore since I'm not in public school