Well, me and my therapist have been really talking about almost everything that I've been through or going through. I never really talked to her about being on medication because I know she'll tell my mom and they'll think I want to kill myself again

Well you never know, once you really start talking to her she might change her mind

She won't give them to me because my mom said I don't need to be on medication. She said I just need to get out more and be happy

Well if you need them the therapist to give you them so everything should be go great

I've been wanting to get help ever since my mom found out that I wanted to kill myself. I want to be put on meds, but my mom doesn't think I need them

Well help is the bets thing, it wont be easy and it might take awhile but it will be worth it.

I just need help so this depression and pain can go away and never come back, but it's not going to happen right now since I'm still dealing with the passing of my friend

That would be a very good idea!

Well, I think I'm going to talk to my therapist about it when I start seeing her again in September

well then that's good. Maybe you need to talk to that lady again about them being so mean to you?