Do you know who she went with? The tour name i mean? Yeh, it will be great, but a bit lonely going on my own. I know. The weather is lovely. My bf gave me a picnic by a lake today which was lovely. Even treated myself to an icelolly. What are you up to this summer? Anything nice? x

I'm hoping to do 6 weeks or so in Thailand, just sightseeing. But my friend dropped out on me so not too sure. Other than that, just try and find a job really. Had a really nice day in the park with my bf today- the sun was really warmx

I cant wait to move away from my mum. But your right a new start is what i need. I know. Hospital is so hard. They always go on about how they know how your feeling. Just try and go. Will make your life easier to go by choice than force. x

Yeh, i'm moving out. Up to york-6hours from my bitch of a mum. But, i'm still scared that it will all come back. How are you doing?

I am working hard to change. But back in england, i have the same pressures and stress as before. Hopefully ur new meds will help. Africa was amazing. Taught in the schools, brought children food and shoes. Spent some nights in there mud huts. Met one boy-4, who honestly made me so happy. And the children are so beautiful and happy- kinda turns your head.