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Last Activity: April 2nd 2017 11:43 PM
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Happy Birthday Savanna!!
I hope you're having a dandy day!!
GREAT BIG HUG
Craig!!
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That's cool, I like them to
And your welcome. Hope you're doing alright today. x
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I absolutely adore your signature.
I take it you like Between The Trees?
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About Me
- Basics
- Name
- Savanna
- Gender
- Female
- Location
- Goose Creek, South Carolina
- About
- About me
- eh, im 16 and i can seem like the girl who has it all or well had it all.I used to have really good grades before i found cutting and booze and weed. no one really notices that there is something wrong with me. I mean no one even suspects i cut which is why i stay dressing like everyone else i mean to stupid mainstream minds im normal and just like them i could never be a suicidal freak. I have really low self esteem and sometimes i have no emotions. I almost never cry because "Cowgirls Don't Cry". i think about dying almost everyday and im pretty scared of myself. music is commonly my escape from reality as it is for many others.i'm always here if you need me.
- Details
- Here for
- Like to help and be helped
- Relationship status
- It's complicated
- Sexuality
- Heterosexual/Straight
- Ethnicity
- Caucasian/White
- Education
- High School
- Occupation
- fuck up
- Politics
- Very liberal
- Religion
- Christian
- Zodiac sign
- Pisces
- Interests
- Hobbies
- Cooking,Baking,Mudding,Church,Hanging out with friends,Meeting new people,Having life changing experiences.
- Music
- Hawthorne Heights,Weezy f. baby, Gucci Mane, Bring Me The Horizon, Britney Spears, Brokencyde, Asher Roth, Paramore, Framing Hanley, Alan Jackson, Brad Paisley, Third Day, Three Days Grace, Papa Roach, Serj Tankian, Matt Nathanson, Lindsay Lohan, Norma Jean, Meg & Dia, and so much more
- Movies
- Lords of Dogtown
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Signature
- Then she closed her eyes
And found relief in a knife
The blood flows as she cries
Between The Trees-The Way She Feels
As she sits in the corner
face to the floor
she dispels smoke from from her lips
and slowly floats away with it
lettinggo of so much pain
her tears are thick enough to stain
the pavement that slowly becomes
her best friend when she needs to run away
Between The Trees- A Time For Yohe
- Then she closed her eyes
Contact Info
- This Page
- http://www.teenhelp.org/users/chhd/
Blog
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Latest Blog Entry
Posted in Uncategorized
So I've pretty much decided that at the end of this month I'm moving to California. Life is too short to be tied down at 18 and shut yourself out from experiencing the world. I'm tired of this small town with all the same people and everyone knowing every time anyone moves a muscle. I want to live with no regrets and be free. I've always wanted to live in California, Ramon is just a plus. Am I crazy to just wanna pick up and leave my life here ? When I think about leaving, it's kinda like my "happy...
Posted in Uncategorized
So it's definitely been a long time since I've been on here or posted anything but I just kind of need to vent. I've been in an on and off relationship for over a year and a half now. Kayce is my first love, though sometimes I wish I could quit him. He has put me through so much crap that most girls would be long gone and moved on. He has slapped, kicked, punched, and nearly choked me to death and still I am with him. Does this sound like love or some other sick thing? Cause lately, I'm not too...
Posted in hey hey little razorblade
I'm giving up. I'm giving up on holding my head up high, giving up on not saying goodbye. I'm giving up on all hope, I'm giving up on my new ways to cope. I'm giving up on caring what they think, I'm giving up when things start to stink. I'm giving up not because i don't care, I'm giving up because it's just not fair. I'm giving up on holding back my tears, I'm giving up on my deepest fears. I'm giving up on all my hard work. I'm giving up on the past, I should have known this wouldn't last. I'm...
Posted in hey hey little razorblade
I NEED TO GO BACK. I'm slipping away again, faster now. I don't want to lose myself again. I don't want to lose everything i worked so hard to earn back. But i NEED help. I don't NEED medication. I NEED the truth not the anti-depressant coated fairy-tales.
I'M TIRED. I'm TIRED of being out of it. I'm TIRED of being angry at myself for things that aren't my fault. I'm TIRED of working my ass off. I'm TIRED of getting let down. I'm TIRED of being broken.
I'M PISSED. I'm PISSED at my mom....
I'M TIRED. I'm TIRED of being out of it. I'm TIRED of being angry at myself for things that aren't my fault. I'm TIRED of working my ass off. I'm TIRED of getting let down. I'm TIRED of being broken.
I'M PISSED. I'm PISSED at my mom....
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great just what i needed. My parents noticed i haven't eaten since monday, they watched and made sure i ate a salad and half of a granola bar before they left for pool. I don't know what triggered it i was sitting in my window smoking a cigarette and listening to Between The Trees wishing my dad wasn't grounding me from church [fucked up i know right] and i felt like crap from eating and i just forced it all out. i felt really lightheaded from it and i just layed on my bathroom floor crying.i've...
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