brokensmilexx Offline

read your post and I hope things work out. I've been thru alot myself so if you want to talk let me know anytime

ive become so used to it tht when i dont do it or even have the urge to do it,i feel like i should be wanting to do it and i feel strange.

thts good best friends are the best!
im doing better my therapist says he sees improvement in me and i feel like i have more energy, i actually WANT to do things now. its a long process tho :/ and im still cutting myself and thts hard

awhh! thts great to hear! i have found tht laughing is the best medicine tho, i always feel better after watching a funny movie. sometimes we all need a little help and taking medicine for it is nothing you should ever feel ashamed for.

yeah i suppose your right, some people just cant handle it. thank you. how about you? how have you been lately?

my friends dont want to hear it i think. they say my depression is spreading onto them, which makes me sad because thts not what i want and i always tried to act happy around them. yeah im actually seeing a Psycharist for all the stuff thts going wrong with me, but its only once a week and i havnt seen him in 2 weeks because of memorial weekend.at first i thought it was panic attacks but he said it was anxiety attacks. i only saw him once so hopefully it will work or else idk what im going to do :c

yer mee too all i want to do is cut deeper

whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

i cut last night

because my bf just dumped me and also i hve to go to the psychiatrist sarvo and i dunno how to be happy