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why do i bother
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F***
F***
F***
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I WANT TO DIE
why cant I ?
why should i be ?
why do you talk to me?

im such A f***in F*** my only desire is to die any more
why am I STILL alive why omg why

why couldn't i do it
im such a f***in loser i had everything ready but i just couldn't do it
im a coward i just couldn't kill my self
when i was about to do it i couldn't get this one person out of my head
i wanted to just die there and than but the thought of this one person stooped me i wouldn't even call it saving cause i would of rather died

im still here
i guess even if u dont want me to be
im here
im still broken
but im still here for another day sorry to say that
im still on the edge with this suicide stuff
im not a f***in attention seeker either just cause im still alive doesn't mean im doing this for attention i could kill my self right know if u said for me to
i seriously dont kno why im still here i guess theres one person that im still here for if that person wasnt here i would go right know i guess im only really still here cause of them so
if ur angry at me for not dieing im sorry ok

I want you, and you should know that by now. If you havn't been on by the time I get back, i'll say you killed yourself.......and i'll cry, i'll never be happy again. Im fuckin im LOVE with YOU!!!!!!! I just wish, for once in my life, that someone like you will come along so I can forget about you. Gosh, if you would just ONCE listen to me, you would have a reason to live. I'll die without you, your the one person in the world that I love. I would cut right now if I could, but I cant

what is that soppose to meen?

Hi, J!ummm, i'm not sure what's going on, but i hope you're alright!Please don't give up!there are people who care, so please don't give up!
*BIG HUGZ*

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Your perfect too me

I tried to forget you......because it seems as if you want nothing to do with me. I couldn't stop thinking about you. Your hard to forget (in a good way). Your beautiful....even if you cant see it. I wont give-up on you......and I wont leave you. Your the one person I want to talk too. And if I cant talk to you........I might as well talk to no one. I miss you.........more than you think. Your the one person that makes me happy. I just want to talk with you. Please. I feel as if I'm numb with out you