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Last Activity: July 25th 2013 11:59 PM
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Haha, oh thats fun
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Hello
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Hope you have a fantastic day and year ahead!!
Best of luck with every thing!
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Haha, I see. I really like it.
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I really love your user name.
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you don;t like eminem?
lol
About Me
- Basics
- Name
- Kaycee
- Gender
- Female
- Location
- Savannah Ga
- About
- About me
- introductory
Hey I'm Kaycee I'm currently living in Savannah Ga I have one happy and healthy boy who is a year old and am expecting another baby in Aug. I've been through a lot of ups and downs in my life and it continues to affect me from time to time. I know I'm older then a lot of people on this sight but have been using this sight under another name for a few years when I leave it I always come back because I can't find anything else like it that I enjoy as much.
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The future?
I finally met one of my biggest goals and got my GED. with the support of my husband and best friend I was able to stick it out and finish school. Now that I have moved past my GED I am looking into some kind of collage maybe even an online collage I'm not entirely sure what I want to do however my plan for the near future is to find something that makes good money that I can go through school for in months or a year that way I can buy time and decide what I want to do while I am making good money and supporting my children alongside my husband. I'm not the stay at home mom type currently I'm not working and it's driving me nuts I love my child however I need to feel like I'm also earning my own money.
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So tell me a bit about yourself.
I'm an animal lover and would love to one day own pets again however I'm still recovering emotionally from a very painful loss caused by my poor choice to allow a few people into my life and to take advantage of me. My dream is to one day own a house that my husband and I are proud to call our own enough money to not have to wonder how the bills are going to be paid and our children well fed and clothed while at the same time not becoming spoiled by money I want my children to learn what can happen if you put your mind to something and work hard. I have a brother and sister tho they are not by blood. they have always been there for me though good and bad times and I'm glad to have them in my life. I don't accept change very well but I'm growing and learning how to deal with it better everyday. I'm also realizing that sometimes bad things happen to make you stronger also they happen to clear the way for really good things to happen. everything has a reason. I have a few friends that have stuck with me though the years my husband is one of my best friends I've been hurt many times by people and find it hard to really trust anyone when I start it seams I almost always get hurt so I have learned to protect my heart. I can be a very forgetful person all around so pleas bear with me on this and don't hate me if I forget something impotent. its nothing personal. I live my life in the moment and I try not to regret anything I'm having a hard time letting go of a lot of my past regrets tho slowly I'm healing from pain and letting it all go. I don't want to die with regrets I don't clam to be any one religion I'm well rounded when it comes to that. I was born catholic but since I moved from Cincinnati Ohio to Savannah Ga I haven't found a catholic church that I feel as at home in as I did at my old parish. My old parish is were I met my husband many years ago and many other people who have left special foot prints in my hart. One of the hardest things I went through is the loss of my grandpa who my son is named after. I miss him dearly even tho its been three years since his passing.
what do I do for fun?
Its been so long I don't even know anymore. Since the birth of my son I've been so busy but I like to find time to read and mess around online I love spending time with my husband and child really I have a boring life right now and I'm ok with that. I've never been one to go party clubbing I'm much happier to sit at home with a good book and my family.
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Kaycee's thoughts (Whatch out I'm thinking RUN!!!)
I thought that this would be a nice miscellaneous section to have. Here I will put a few quotes and some poem's some I have found on the internet some in books a few in songs and a couple I've written myself see if you can figure out witch ones are witch
If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't know adventure. You don't know smelly gray PT uniforms that require a daily washing. You can't understand green and brown camouflaged bags flooding your bedroom floor.
If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't understand the meaning of the phrase "going to the field" and the weeks you spend away from each other.
If you're not in love with a soldier, you can never imagine the hole in your heart when that phone call comes? "Honey, I am leaving tomorrow to go overseas. I don't know how long I will be gone or exactly where I am going, but I want you to know that I love you - always!"
If you're not in love with a soldier, you don't know what it's like to say that final good-bye. You don't know what it really means to be glued to the television. You don't understand fear and you can't possibly understand the sleepless nights of endless crying wondering if you will ever see the love of your life alive again.
If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't know the immense joy, the uncontrollable smile, or the butterflies in your stomach when you see your soldier march into the family waiting area upon redeployment. You can't understand the self-control it takes to stand on the other side of the room as some higher-up gives a seemingly endless welcome home speech while all the soldiers stand in formation. You don't know what it's like to have that second first kiss or what it's like to experience puppy love all over.
If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't truly understand how to make every moment count because you never know when that phone call may come again.
If you're not in love with a soldier, you can never really understand how very delicate life is
hope works in there ways it looks for the good in people instead of gasping on the worst it discovers what can be done instead of Grumbling about what cannot it regards problems large or small as opportunities it pushes ahead when it would be easy to quit It lights the candle instead of cursing the darkness
If tears could build a stairway and memory's a lane I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again
When nothing seems to help I go to look at a stone cutter hammering away at his rock perhaps a hundred times without as much as a crack showing in it. Yet and the hundredth and first blow it will split in two and I know it was not that blow that did it. But all that and gone before.
To dream. Anything that you want to dream. That is the beauty of the human mind. To do. Anything that you want to do. That is the strength of the human will. To trust. Yourself to test your limits. That is the courage to succeed
You may be only one person in the world, but you may also be the world to one person
I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright. I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more. I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive. I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much bigger. I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting. I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess. I wish you enough hellos to get you through the final goodbye
I don't want you in my life, I NEED you in my life. You're my best friend. I don't like you I LOVE you! and I'm glad I found you because I was absolutely lost with out you!
God, grand me the serenity, to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.
Friends are like balloons. If you let them go, you can't get them back. So I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I will NEVER loose you.
I really like this one.
Women were made from a man's rib, not from his head to be superior, not from his feet to be walked on; but from his side to be EQUAL, from under the arm to be protected, and from next to the heart to be loved
A friend drops their plans when you're in trouble,shares joy in your accomplishments, feels sad when you're in pain. A friend encourages your dreams and offers advice but when you don't fallow, it they still respect and love you.
F - Few
R - Relationships
I - In
E - Earth
N - Never
D - Die
A constant friend is a thing rare and hard to find.
Friends are people who help you be more your-self, more the person you are intended to be
There are three things that grow more precious with age: old wood to burn, old books to read and old friends to enjoy.
Many people will walk in and out of your life. But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.
a friend is one who knows all about you and likes you anyway
If I had a single flower for every time I think of you, I could walk forever in my garden
My best friend is the one who brings out the best in me.
How rare and wonderful is that flash of a moment when we realize we have discovered a friend.
Happiness isn't the easiest thing to find, but one place you're guaranteed to find it is in a friend's smile.
Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some people stay for a while and leave their footprints on our hearts, and we are never, ever the same.
And she wants someone to hold her when she's scared and doesn't let go until she dose.
What doesn't kill me can only make me stronger, you've made me stronger
If someone betrays you once, its their fault; If they betray you twice, it's your fault.
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- Like to help and be helped
- Relationship status
- Married
- Sexuality
- Heterosexual/Straight
- Ethnicity
- Caucasian/White
- Education
- High School
- Occupation
- Mother.
- Religion
- Christian
- Zodiac sign
- Virgo
- Interests
- Music
- When I'm listing to the radio I'll put it on a country station but if you pick up my MP3 player you will see that I'm pretty well rounded I like a lot of different songs and artists really it depends on my mood.
- Movies
- Hmm I like the Twilight movies and Avatar are just two of the newer movies I like as far as old movies that I grew up with I loved Lion King and Top dog
- Television
- I don't watch a lot of Tv but when I do I like to watch Life time that's one thing that has not changed when everything else has the fact that I like lifetime and LMN has not I also like things like South park. I'm more rounded with tv and movies the music lol
- Games
- Facebook games and a few ps2 games
- Books
- I LOVE to read I've read all the Twilight books I've read most of Jodi Pocalt's books since I read the Twilight books I've gotten into vampire books right now
- Heroes
- People come and go every day but its our true friends who stay. In these tough times few people chose to stay by my side Elza and Ed are the two that have been there for me for a very long time Elza is my dad and Ed is my husband and I love them both very dearly they have stuck with me when most people gave up on me. when I think of my heroes. A hero is not always someone who is famous or with supper powers most often a hero is an every day person who goes unnoticed. I thank these two when the rest of my family left me with a mess to clean up and friends moved on. I love you Both
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