bloodcraver29 Offline

I am so lost now. I changed schools, made new friends, and started to get my life back on track. Everything just fell apart. My school friends all turned against me at the end of first semester. I just lost one of my closest friends too! We were just texting and she sounded sad so I was trying to comfort her but she just started going off at me for my alternate coping methods, being goth, and then finally my cutting addiction. She went to my little sister's and my mom's facebook accounts trying...

I still haven't been back to see my councilor. Today was my birthday but all anyone could really think about was my little sister's volleyball tournament. My older sister is getting married and moving about 8 hours away for school and I've also been stabbed in the back by my former best friend. My old best friend said she hated me and that every bad thing that happened to her at this school was my fault. She also abandoned me for home schooling instead. My big sister is the only one I feel best...

I started to see a councelor but she has been on maternity leave for a while. Since I first stopped seeing her things fell apart. My best friend is impossible to talk to now because she gets annoyed when I confess to cutting. She is going through the same thing yet she won't try to help me. It's all about her. My little sister has everything handed down to her and my older sister is never around anymore. My parents always say I need to be tougher like I purposely doing this. My arm holds scars and...

I haven't been on in a while so I'll catch you up. My parents still favor my sisters. My parents still yell at me for small things. I've cut so many times I lost count. I have severalrazors from objects that had them(I tore apart the objects for the razors). My life has been destroyed. My reason to hang on I don't love anymore. I want to overdose on my anxiety meds to see if it kills me. I want to die right now. My parents kno I've cut. They know about the first few but not the most recent. They...

I'm invisible everywhere even here. 11 people saw they post i had where I stated clearly that I wanted to die. Only 1 person commented. Does anyone here care that others want to hurt/kill themselves! I once saw a post from someone saying they were going to kill themselves. I was the only one who commented telling them that things can always get better. I can help people easily but it's hard to get help. My boyfriend left and hates me. I'm lonely. My parents don't listen when I try to tell them anything....