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* bleeding.black.tears95101 OfflineMember |
Last Activity: August 7th 2013 05:48 AM
About Me
- Basics
- Name
- Wendy
- Gender
- Female
- Location
- USA
- About
- About me
- I'm the girl who puts on her fake smile every day. I can't leave the house without putting makeup. I struggle with self harm ,(over a year now, my parents think I've stopped). People compliment me on my 'attractiveness' all the time, but I never believe it I just say thanks and wonder just how blind they are. I honestly don't see anything about me as good looking at all. I worry over the smallest things, and take things personally way too much. I'm pretty sure I suffer depression, anxiety, or something like that, I'm just too scared to tell my parents how I really feel inside. I'm in a constant battle with my thoughts telling me how I'm not good enough and how I'll never be loved, that I should just give up 'cuz nobody cares anyways. The main reason I want to make a name for myself isn't to prove others wrong, it's to prove myself that I'm wrong about me. But through all the crap I battle on a daily basis, I'm still here. Still trying to have a positive impact on others 'cuz I know how it is to live with negativity. I'm still here, hoping I make a difference in this messed up world we live in.
- Details
- Here for
- Like to help and be helped
- Relationship status
- It's complicated
- Sexuality
- Heterosexual/Straight
- Ethnicity
- Caucasian/White
- Education
- High School
- Zodiac sign
- Libra