Beautifuldreams13 Offline

Merry Christmas!

Hey, how ya doin??
Just checkin in to make sure everything is just dandy

But you're not, I promise.
I'm here for you, and you can always write to me.
I've anxiety disorder too, major depression disorder, eating disorder and a lot more.
You're beautiful. Stay strong.

I hate the constant battles in my head. "omg you gained three pounds you are sooo fat. You can't eat today. Go run instead. Puke that up it had too many calories." but you needed to gain weight. And look it went to your boobs. That's good! You need to be satisfied because everyone else would kill for your body. Go eat healthy" "but you gained weight and oh look in the mirror it totally went to your stomach. Do crunches instead." " but your body needs nutrients to recover from working out and it needs energy or practice tonight. Anyways when you don't eat you are actually slowing your metabolism." "but wait you want fast results and no guilt." blah blah blah that always goes on in my head. Make it stop!

You're NOT worhtless, dear.

I think I'm bipolar and have anxiety disorder on top of all my other issues. I feel so worthless.

you're very welcome, lovely