Anxiety girl Offline

Hey, how are you doing? Xox

Okay, I've sent a pm you should get it as a notification when you log in I think. (please someone correct me if I'm wrong) which will take you to it if you want. If you want to send one to someone for the first time, go onto their profile then their 'contact info' hope I've got this all right xxx

I'll pm you right now and hope you get it I'm always on my iPod so I'm not sure if its the same as a laptop/PC! Xx

Hi, am not sure how to PM so if either of you could te;; me that would be really helpful but i am currently happy to say this here.
I had a pretty horrid time last night battling with the temptation to SH so i caled a help line for the first time, which i have been trying to get myself to do for months. But when i had spoken to someone i was feeling really down because i just didn't feel much better and i really hoped that it would help. it could have been because i had previously tried desperately to get hold of my closest friends to get help and neither of them were near their phones so i felt all alone. But it was soo frightening i just felt myself teetering on the edge of loosing the small bit of control i had over not SHing. But its horrible. I have teachers and friends asking me everyday if i am ok and i so badly want to tell them how much of a mess i am in but i can't i can't get over how ashamed i am. i just feel depleted. i get in to my room and i just want to cry because i find it so tiring pretending everything is just fine when its so not. I just want someone to stop me feeling this way, help draw me away from trying to SH and overall be there, not just now and then when it suits them but really be there for me. I am always ready to drop anything to help my friends but lately they just keep letting me down when i most need them and sure they don't have half an idea of what is going on but surely they should be able to tell at least something isn't right or i am a way better actress than i give myself credit for. Please try and help me cause i am frightened and alone and running out of strength to fight it all xxx

Hey, it's alright! You can talk to me any time you want and I will try and reply as soon as I can yeah, I'm honestly 15, 16 in a couple of months. A lot of things have happened that have made me grow up quickly I guess! Always here <3 xxx

Hey Anxiety girl! I'm Amalia, a buddy here on TH. I see that you registered on this amazing website, and you have in fact posted, but how about also posting here and let your new TH friends know a little about yourself. Also, if you are confused about using the forums make sure to check out this link. If you are having a problem, and want help, and you aren't sure where to begin on the site, be sure to check out this link. If you have any other questions, feel free to PM me by using this link. Once again, welcome. I really hope to see you around