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Well, it’s always good to have someone when you’re younger. That’s one crazy time. And I’m kind of sorry that you’ve used many things for SH. Has she cut since you last talked to me (and sorry about the late response). Hopefully it will, or you could just send her a fake picture and tell her that it’s a friend of yours. And naw, it’s fine. I dunno. I usually listen to a bunch of stuff like Evanescence and Slipknot, etc. so you’re probably right. But cutting my wrists is usually the only place I can find the amount of pain I want. Hmm, I’d figure cutting the stomach would be just to hide it. That’s the only reason why I did it when I did.

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well, like i said before, i'm glad you had someone to be with you when you were younger. well, i'm pretty sure she'd be a good exception. and what do you mean by that? (you name it, i've used it). hopefully she won't cut again, but if she does, then all you really can do is hope. music is a big outlet for me too, but for some reason, it's not been helping at all lately. and yeah. i'm apparently actually addicted. and yeah, many places. and yet, the one that helps the most is the arm/wrist.

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that's bullshit! anyway, i'm glad you two are that close, though. well, i surely hope you two see each other. <3 maybe try calling her? and yeah, most parents don't know much about their children. most of the time, it's hard to view others opinions with that positive of a perspective. and the first time I cut, i used a shaving razor and just sliced while i was in the shower. i didn't realize how deep it was, and some of the meat came with it. i felt extremely sick. i almost passed out in the shower. you're welcome, and anytime. thanks and if she's been cutting for that short of time, i wouldn't expect her to learn it that quickly. and if she doesn't show up at your house, then there really isn't much you can do except hope (and if you're religious, pray). yeah, i've never had another outlet to go to when i'm depressed besides music, and talking to friends. but, i almost committed suicide while i was on the phone once, and i boarded up my bedroom door, and i locked myself in my closet when that happened. luckily, that was about a year ago. i cut my arm, my forearm, the back of my arm, my hand sometimes..., my legs, i did the stomach like three times, my thighs, and once i tried my foot...xP

wait, just because they got in a fight, you're not allowed to see each other, and chill? but i surely hope you two can hang out. that wasn't really hard on me all that much. but you'll never completely understand yourself. i have absolutely no idea who i am, and neither does anyone else for that matter...except my mum knows me better than anyone. yeah, people aren't very reliable. what i say to myself is, if you're judging me, it just shows that you care enough to be thinking of me. hmm, i can understand why it feels like it's been long for you. it felt the same way to me just within a few weeks. well, if there is ever anything you want to talk to me about, you can (if it isn't obvious. haha). and she doesn't need to promise anyone that she'll never do it again, she needs to find out another way of handling it (i sound like such a hypocrite). ugh, i've cut so many times, i have absolutely no idea...the last time i cut, i cut 21 times. i know that i've cut at least over 300 times. and yeah, it has been a while. And right now, I have about 24 visible scars (on my wrist...not including legs and forearm)

yeah, my mum realized that she couldn't force me to stop, or else it wouldn't have stopped. and you're talking about your cousin always being gone? eh, you shouldn't be any type of apologetic. it's probably for the best that i wasn't near my sister when i was younger. i was already going through a lot at that time. besides, she's like...36...it's her own life. i'm also glad you have someone to understand you. that usually helps a lot when people don't judge. and wow, you two haven't been cutting very long. but your cousin liked the cutting? i've been cutting since i was 11, and i'll be 16 in September

as long as you make progress on for your own sake, and don't let anyone else force you to stop, and i'm sorry. i've had friends do that to me before as well. and i dunno them because my half sister (whose a drug addict) lives far away, and all my cousins live with her, so i never have met them. i've only seen my sister once in my entire life, and that was about a year ago at a fair. and i'm glad you talked her out of suicide. that should make you feel pretty good about yourself and she's 17? how long has she been cutting? also, how long have you? (if you don't mind my asking)