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not exactly. i'm almost 2 weeks late with my menstrual cycle, and although the doctors said i'm not pregnant, how can I be sure if I have many signs coming in? and yeah. i'm not persistent at all unless it has to do with something semi-important. Wait, so did you tell her you cut, or did she tell you, and then she stopped. Sorry, that's a bit confusing to me. And yeah, I just wish she would try harder. It's a bit cliche, but I kind of feel like I'm caught up in a Romeo and Juliet situation. My parents want me with someone else, and his parents like me, but my parents despise him. xP But I doubt she'll ever understand my point of view. She's just as stubborn as me, Noah, and my brother all combined (And trust me, when it comes to anger or believing in something, that's a lot!)

heh, yahh xP and okay. hehe, yeah. everyone tried telling me that. hahah well, I mean, I'm not a very persistent person. even with relationships. and i'm sorry. any reasons why? and it doesn't matter. i'm used to it. and she's trying. i'm giving her time. and yeah, she knows, that's probably why it's killing her inside. and now she knows that we're sexually active. i can only imagine how hard it is for her.

Most people change between the ages of 11-17. If they don't, then it's a miracle. xP And I'm sorry...ish...because you say it doesn't upset you anymore...But I found out I'm not pregnant, so I'm all good Hehe. And haha, I would've given up a long time ago. But wait....your cousin isn't talking to you much anymore either? And yeah, I try explaining it to her all the time, but it's basically pointless. I'm just going to give up the cause, but my boyfriend feels the opposite. He really wants to talk to her, but she's not willing to talk to him. He's been talking about just showing up to my house and basically forcing the conversation, and then she'll really dislike him if he does that, but my boyfriend just doesn't get it.....I dun oh....I REALLY want them to get along, but I know that no matter what either one of them say to me, neither one of them will like each other....and it's just going to stay that way

Yeah...Well, sharpeners are easily to break, so it's understandable. But, if it didn't upset you to see her go, then why does it upset you that you can't see her? and I'm gonna be sorry either way. Heh. and I have no idea what day I'm around. everyone keeps saying i'll be fine, but yeah. i've got that "you're pregnant" voice in the back of my head. haha, well i guess you can't really persuade her to believe that she has heard them. And it's because my mother wants me to break up with my boyfriend, and if i don't, then she won't be happy, and if i do, then it won't make me at all happy.

haha, yeah...xP most people I know have used sharpeners before. And okay. Wait, I'm a bit confused about your relationship with your cousin now...anyway, I'm sorry it got to you. And my last period was extremely off the last 4 times.. So I just don't know. And no, I'm not around day 17. Haha. And yeah...but most people only know of Evanescence because of "Bring me to life", "Everybody's fool", and "Going Under" xP Haha, how did you try to prove to her?! And yeah. But it gets in the way of my happiness a lot of the time.

I've PM'd you, but I have no idea if it's gone through because it's not in my sent box. (I'm kinda new to this lol) So let me know, cause I used the quick reply button, so I had a little panic I'd sent it for everyone to see then!

haha snap? I dun have a sharpener because I lost it. and I'm sorry. Do you mean in person? yes, i'm fine. well sort of. my boyfriend and i had sex today, and the condom broke and i'm incredibly fucking scared! anyway. and i don't really know anyone who hasn't heard of Evanescence, but I also don't know anyone who doesn't know of Evanescence's existence. And okay. I wouldn't say my mum and I fight more than we get along. We get along a bit more than we do fight. But I love her soo much! <3 More than anything pretty much.

Yeah, my sharpener was used for the same thing. Now I don't have a sharpener. And hopefully you'll meet up. Well, you're probably half right, and half wrong. I've been raped twice, and once when I was twelve. But I got to listening to Evanescence when I heard my mother crying and singing it when I came and visited her (I was living with my grandparents at the time). Yeah, bring me to life is definitely one of their most popular songs. My favorite song by Evanescence is Lacrymosa And okay. Why'd you stop listening to them? It can be a good thing, but also a bad thing. Us being so alike gets us in a lot of arguments.

You're welcome, and thank you. :3 Eh, I don't like sharpener blades. The ones I usually get from sharpeners are all rusty. Yeah, it worked, and you should show her your scars. Hopefully it'll scare her, and if it doesn't, then the main thing you can do is saying something like "The stress that I'm getting from wanting you to stop, is making me start cutting even more" (That was seriously my case once). Haha, I've been living on Evanescence after...something...happened. But anyway, I've been hooked since about 12ish. And yeah, they can do that too. Yeah, it's difficult for my mum and I to be so close because she knows everything about me, and we're so much alike, and yeah.

Well, if she does start to get sick, I promise I'll still be here for you. Maybe not in person, but online at least. Heh. <3 And what are you using? Haha, yeah, I did that once and it worked. I love Evanescence as well, but they usually even out my mood. xP Especially if I'm upset. Yeah, there's no limit in my relationship with my mum, so she'll see my cuts either way (Meaning, if I did cut my stomach, then when I would be getting dressed, she'd see the cuts either way.