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I know that at this moment in time that's all i can do but my mental state is so messed up i can't do my best anymore. I guess i'll just have to keep plodding on.
Thank you so much darling
Love you moreee <3 xxxxxx

Ahhhh that's cool. I have an invisible owl.
Nutters are awesome. Only problem being I'm almost allergic to nuts.
I'll be good. I always am.
PM me if you want to talk about it. <3

OHMYGOSH DO YOU HAVE A HORSE?! I love wild west. Annie Oakley rules. xD
Awesome, we can be nutters together!
And thanks, I'm feeling a bit better now, I think the alcohol helped.
Awww. What's wrong?

Hey gorgeous girl. <3
I'm doing alright. How are you?
Things are going pretty well. How are things with you?
Love you more <3

Hey I'm good thanks Trying to find volunteer work, it's harder than I thought I thought it would be quite simple to find work in a charity shop :/ I want to work in the British Heart Foundation because they sell cool DVDs and clothes Plus, when I asked for hours in the shop I kind of had the hots for this 18/19 year old girl there

Hey there.
That's great, I love random VMs from new people!
I'm Nat, obviously. Resident nutter on TH staff.
I'm alright, thanks. Feeling a bit sick after my eyes grew bigger than my stomach, though.
How are you?

I know they love me now. I live with my parents again now. Now I'm not talking to my grandparents anymore, and haven't been for years. I hate that I can't be very happy, but there are many times when I do get extremely happy, but then I get exhausted of the energy that it takes to be happy. And no, infatuated means like...crazed about him. I love him to death, and the only problem I have is that there are a bunch of guys that like me, but I'm so into my boyfriend, that I continue hurting the other guys. And yeah, I know. One of the guys that I was hurting told me the same thing.

Everything was just going wrong. I had a horrible argument with my brother, and then my mum. I was feelin so crap, didn't even get no work done at all. Now my mood is so low and i can't focus on any of my school work. Im gonna fail so bad. My exams are in three weeks and ive not done no where near enough work
Yeah if you do the essays she'll probly be okay with you and then it'll give you a chance to get to talk to here.
Love you moreeee <3 xxxxxxxxxxxx

Things are okay! I thought I had a relapse a few days ago, but it doesn't seem to be all that serious, so that's good, I guess.
Why, what happened?

Only by telling the truth. And only to an extent. When I first started cutting, I had just been raped, I was living with my grandparents, and they were planting in my head that my parents didn't love me. Right now, I have all the reasons in the world to be happy, and yet, I still am not. Also, it kills me inside to know that I am hurting someone, and I'm hurting 3 different guys right now (emotionally) just because I'm so incredibly infatuated by my boyfriend. </3