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Not really... They would tell me that's rubbish and I'm just being lazy... I'm in too high a set for that to be the case and they wouldn't move me down because I'm not the worst... Basically I can pass exams and that's all they care about...
Only people that do are boys... and they all think I'm a freak and that it's weird for me to like football... No one like talking to me because they need to stay popular and I'm in a set with all the popular people... Yeah, I draw in my planner
Not well... But if anyone saw it they'd get me checked up... It's so depressing and stuff...
Love You Loads
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I know... But almost as soon as we go back all the TV they love and I hate starts and although I can talk about footy with 1 friend she'd rather talk about other stuff so I'm going to spend my life just sat there bored and lonely and in class I have no one and the only reason I can think of that's good is that the year ends early... but i have so much exams and stuff and I really am in a bad place to have to pass GCSE's... My homework is coursework for textiles... And my teacher hates me cuz I'm the only one in the class who's bad at it and I've missed so much and I have to do like 20 drawings, annotate them and type 3 pages of my e-portfolio...
I'm always here for you and happy to listen and try and help if you want
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ditto... And my butts gone numb from sitting on the floor too long
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So have have YOU been of recent?
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I'm slowly uploading my amex pics
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it'll be on in 25mins on e4+1
I can normally keep going no matter what up to the stage of physically puking and running at the same time...
I don't know what's happening to me... I needed to lose all my holiday weight too... But I didn't... I'll have to run immensley on tuesday and wednesday when mum's at work... I must do better!
I hate all this, I wish I was normal and stuff... Mum even said today how much life has treated me well and stufff and she's right it has... She went through shiz when she got pregant wiv me... I haven't the right to SH, I mustn't make human rights evil cuz I actually like them...
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Same, It's on e4 now and finishes at 10 so I figured I might as well watch it
I'm weak... I couldn't even complete my 5mile run today... I can't throw anymore and my physical weakness is reflecting in my mental weakness...
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Paramore
Panic! at the disco
P!nk
Adele
Scouting for girls
The fray
MCR
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Skins
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I wish that in my absence I improved somewhat so I could post something good and maybe inspiring but instead I continue to radiate misery like the poisonous and toxic mess that I am. I just drag everyone down and I want to apologies to every single one of you that I have disappointed with my diabolical friendship skills. So i'd like to apologise for being a lousy friend and just generally an awful person.
I'm trying to hard just to stay a float right now but I feel like I'm drowning...
I'm trying to hard just to stay a float right now but I feel like I'm drowning...
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Firstly I think I owe you guys an apology. It feels like I've been gone forever. So I guess this is a quick blog just to update you all.
I first took a break from the internet and everything as exams were proving to be very stressful and everything was getting on top of me. Anyway I kinda liked the solitude and it felt like it was what I deserve to fight this hell alone, After exams I guess at first it was curiosity that prevented me reaching out or coming online. I stopped using...
I first took a break from the internet and everything as exams were proving to be very stressful and everything was getting on top of me. Anyway I kinda liked the solitude and it felt like it was what I deserve to fight this hell alone, After exams I guess at first it was curiosity that prevented me reaching out or coming online. I stopped using...
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I haven't really been around much. I haven't really done anything, well anything worth while. I haven't been coping at all recently. Things hit me pretty hard Friday. I finished school for good, well apart from exams if I'm even still alive to sit them. I guess it hit me that she's really gone. Like I know it was last year but I remember it like it was a minute ago and I'm so tired of replaying the whole situation in my head. Desperately wanting someone to hold me and let me cry and just be there....
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Lately I've been wondering how much I can really affect anyone's life. I mean people say that they want to really make a difference and I'd like that even if it was just with one person but I'm not really sure if I could ever be that person who brightens anyone's day or helps anyone. I try my best to be there for everyone that means a lot for me and I'd do anything I can to help them when they're struggling, upset or anything. I' m always nice to people and I try my beat to be happy and friendly...
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I'm so tired of initiating conversations. I'm through with trying. What's the point? My "friends" don't bother with me they make pathetic excuses just to avoid spending time with me. *I just don't understand what's so wrong with me. I try to be polite. I never ever let anyone know I'm struggling. I listen and try to talk to people yet no one has time for me. I wish I knew why but all I know is I'm not going to bother anymore. What's the point in mindless talk when it just gets thrown back...
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