Amandaapandaa Offline

Of course it's okay. Eh, sleeping pattern will clear itself up, I'm very much a night owl myself, that's how I messed up my sleeping pattern in the first place! But summer vacation starts soon so I'll have a 6 week break from work so I'm not too worried are you doing anything over the summer?

Oh yeah, happy 4th! I hope you enjoy the fireworks.

My plans probably involve something along the lines of League Of Legends or a book with some pizza, very lazy, nerdy day today! As for tomorrow, I'm not too sure. I might go out to eat with my girlfriend or something but aside from that it's a lazy weekend.

aww thanks and of course you can send me a PM if you wanna vent a little! I hope your day is somewhat okay tho so you don't have to vent! good luck

No problem!

And oh, I'm sorry to hear that you've been feeling bad. Anything you want to talk about? You can send me a PM if you need a chat! I'm glad that you're feeling better now though.

I'm pretty good, thanks! I'm a little tired; I'm trying to fix my sleeping pattern right now so I haven't went to bed yet and it's 11am over here.. but that just gives me an excuse to be lazy today.

Do you have any plans for your weekend?

Thankfully my family isn't really religious (my parents are non-practicing Catholics, personally I'm agnostic) so I don't have to put up with that, but they're still fairly judgemental. When I went through my emo phase - which I haven't really grown out of to be honest xD - my mother used to always give out to me for listening to loud music and wearing dark clothes. She still tries to stop me from wearing black which sucks because it's my favourite colour to wear.

I'm really sorry to hear. Are you okay? I hope you're safe. I'm doing okay thanks, I'm kinda sad but okay.

aww I'm so sorry things have been tough I'm always here my parents are having some people over for tomorrow... im probably just gonna chill in my room... it'll be nice for you to relax tomorrow and just watch the fireworks

I totally understand you, and honestly I thought I was alone in it. My parents have always been so controlling that it has stopped me from being myself and it has done a lot of damage to my confidence, self-esteem etc. For me it's my mother who's controlling and plays with my emotions, my father seldom talks to me but usually agrees with my mam. Oh well. You're not alone though, I can really relate.

Ughhh I'm so glad the anime convention is on straight away once I get home because I think I'd die if I had to go without anime or manga any longer. xD

How are you feeling today? Hope you're alright. :3

Hi Amanda,

I'm Jack, I've seen you around a bit on the forums, and though I'd pop by and say hi.

How are you doing?

hey how are you? we haven't talked in awhile... doing anything for the 4th?

Sorry to hear you're down today. Ugh, I hate the way we still have to ask our parents for permission for things even though we're eighteen now, it's so annoying! I'm going to dye mine anyway regardless of what my parents say. xD

I'm back on Wednesday. ^^ I'm looking forward to going home to be honest, Spain is fun but I miss my friends loads (and apparently they actually miss me back, wouldn't have expected that xD) and my internet connection is too slow to watch Kissanime so it's torture.

Aw you're the best. <3 I'm feeling a little bit better about myself today (I did have to read one of my so-called friends' transphobic rants on Facebook which was upsetting but I'm fine). That was really lovely though. Thank you.

I'm sorry to hear you had to break off your LDR but I suppose it was probably for the better. I hope you're doing okay though, it must be sad. Hope all's well. :3 I'm here for you always too. <3