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Oh, that's good! I'm glad. Getting up to much today? c:

I'm okay, thanks. I was feeling a little bit down earlier but I'm doing better now. I went to the shops to get some presents for my friends and I got a really pretty necklace for myself. :3 I only have one day left here after tonight.

Haha that's me exactly. xD Like I still don't think I'm ever going to be in love but I always say shit like "love doesn't exist" (think Trainspotting) but I really don't mean it at all.

I hope your night went okay. How are you feeling now? :3

Pfft I'm sure you're lovely in real life too. xD I'm like that as well, I can be a sarcastic bitch when I want to be but most of the time I'm cute and lovely and cuddly. :')

My day was okay, thanks! It's still really hot here though so I didn't go outside much. xD I applied for a job back home as a trainee barista, here's hoping I get it because I need a new job. How was your day?

You're nicer though. No seriously you're one of the loveliest people I've met, honestly.

I'm in silent rebellion myself most of the time so I feel you. Don't worry, we'll both rise above someday! But today is not that day. xD

Awww you're so sweet. You're the best! I love you more and I think you're amazing too. :3

I can't wait to see how my parents react when I dye it though, I mean my dad probably won't care but my mam will have a fit. xD Hehe. I'm so rebellious aren't I?

I will. xD I'll show you how it turns out when I do. :3 Yeah, Pride is really fun even as someone who just turned up to watch it (rather than marching in the parade), so I'd say marching is super fun.

That's great, I'm glad you're okay. I'm alright, thanks! I'm a small bit low on self-esteem today (I feel ugly and unlovable and ugh) but I'll be fine. xD

Yeah I think I'd like candy floss pink hair. It'd be really cute and girly and lovely. :3 Plus I'd look fabulous for Pride. xD I still need to tell my parents I'm planning to march in Pride though and in doing so I might need to come out to them (as bi initially, though I can't hide being trans from them forever either), I don't know how they'll react. ._.

Anyway, how are you feeling today?

I think I should too. I'm not sure which shade of pink I'll go for though, like hot pink or candy floss pink. I think candy floss pink will look really cute but it'd work better if I had slightly paler skin, still it'd probably suit me.

Glad you're feeling better. I'm doing okay at the moment, thanks. c: Your messages cheered me up a lot and I got to talk to Sarah on Facebook so I'm fairly happy.

Heh, I've seen the term "ex-friend" used before so presumably it's an acceptable word. The thing with your dad reminds me actually, when my friend Sarah dyed her hair (she went from auburn to a dark sort of red), her dad didn't talk to her for a few days afterwards because she didn't ask him if she could do it. xD My parents will probably react similarly when I dye mine, since they don't seem to like unnatural hair colours.

Wow, I can relate to so much of that. My parents also think I've stopped, but there's a lot that I'm hiding from them. My mother gets really angry when she finds cuts or blades too. :/ It's weird how we relate in so many tragic ways. xD I hope you're feeling okay anyway.

Don't apologise for the blabbing, I love your longer messages. xD You should dye it anyway.
^^ I'm still not entirely sure whether or not I'll go ahead with dyeing mine, I would like if it was a bit longer so I could pass convincingly as female too but I guess that'll have to wait.

Don't cut. I know how you feel, like I honestly think I'd have relapsed again if I had a blade with me. Try not to though, I love you and I don't want you to feel like that.