Amandaapandaa Offline

Hi How are you doing?

Hey, Amanda!

It has been ages since we've spoken. How are you doing these days? I noticed you haven't logged in for awhile and I hope you're okay.

Okay just let me know if I ever do. :P I'm doing good right now. Thanks for asking. : ) How are you doing?

It's okay please don't be sorry or feel bad. I just wanted to check in with you and see if you were doing okay. If there is anything that I can do just let me know. Sorry if I keep bothering you. I know you will say I'm not, but sometimes I can get on my own nerves.

How have you been doing since your relapse? We haven't talked since you told be about it a couple of days ago?

Sorry for all the long VM's. This is why I use PM more, because I get to breathy and talk to much. While taking up a lot of space in your Visitor message page.

Continue: Which I think is probably better since I don't think they would understand when I talk about depression, sh, eds, and other mental things. Just things going on in my life period, not that they won't understand but they probably wouldn't know how to help. I'm not saying that this is happening or going to happen with you and your friend. This was just my own personal experience which is probably a whole different situation, but I just thought I would let you know that I have had disagreements with my friends to. I have had other times when we would fight and are still friends to this day. I hope that she will forgive you and continue to stay your friend. Whatever you did couldn't have been too bad hopefully, if you did anything bad at all. Life is short, we all need our friends.

I'm so sorry that you're having an bad night too and that you relapsed. I can't remember though are you talking about relapsing in SH? I'm also sorry that you had a falling out with your friend. Is there anyway you can send her an apology via text, or something. If she won't answer your text or calls the biggest thing you can possibly do is go to her house in person and don't leave until she answers the door. I lost my only friends in my life when I started homeschooling, and I just found out recently that a few of them had babies and have boyfriends. They basically moved on without me which is okay, since when I last saw them it was when I left public school in 8th grade.I did see a few of them around my freshman year but haven't seen or heard from them since. It has really made me depressed, but on the bright side I have made friends online through TH.

Is it okay if you just read it http://www.teenhelp.org/forums/f14-m...d-crushing-me/, because it was really hard for me to write it all down the first time in a thread. I'm sorry I just have been in awful anxiety all day long, it will explain everything. It has had me sick to my stomach all day, I couldn't barely eat. I'm still kind of shaky, but I keep on trying to distract myself with music and my fav T.V. shows. We can talk about it more and you can ask questions about it all if you want.

I'm glad that you are doing good, and I so happy for you that you got the preschool job! Also don't feel bad for having an life. I'm always here when you need me and if I need you I know that you're always here for me and just an message away, haha. So don't be sorry, I get to messages late all the time. Don't forget to try and make time for yourself though, even if it is listening to an favorite song for a few minutes or something. Just so you don't get overwhelmed with everyone else in your life. I'm actually not doing to good right now. But I don't want to wreck your good day, by talking about it.