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Thanks. I'm attempting.
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hi,
I still can not but i did not try to delet my cached yet ....i will try on friday /i got 2400 pgs to finish in 3 months for my ******exmas/
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About Me
- Basics
- Gender
- Female
- About
- About me
- i am me.......always booooooooorrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeedddddddd no matter
What i do......name it i tried it :
Reading/dancing/music/programming/physics/maths clubs /make up sk8bording
Parties/unless really goooooood ones/ langs..........list goes on
Nothing i did not learn and get bored of no club i did not jjoin and found a reason to quit
I am a pusher so when i do sth i put my soul in it /unless i had to like stupid historey essays /
I am always BLANK.......zero friends /kinda friends u can talk to/ many mates /hi& bye what ever u say i will smile and pretend that i care or feel like that / i do no worry about things i am supposed to worry about but some times i just crack down /guess dtas de reason i am here/
- Details
- Relationship status
- Single
- Sexuality
- Heterosexual/Straight
- Ethnicity
- Caucasian/White
- Education
- High School
- Politics
- do u mean where bunch of suited people act like kids lie curse in a decent lang? Do not know it
- Religion
- believe in god but not riligion
- Zodiac sign
- Taurus
- Interests
- Hobbies
- reading, writing (when I am REALLY upset), cutting (it became a hobby because i structure lines now so they form sth /trying to stop/) , playing music (play the piano hope 2 learn flute or Violine) , out of boredome I saw my self trying every thing so I know a lil about programming/p.cs / some extra physics and maths/ fashion/ hair styles (and I am good at dressing hair and putting make up).........I do not know.....every thing, there is nothing I did not do yet nothing made me happy
- Music
- every thing from mon amour and speak silently love to Back street boys/loooove the call/ passing through charles Aznavour and Britney spears (basically by my mood) croatian Rh is one of my fav pieces
- Movies
- trip to mars/ Jhonson family (wrong spelled)/ Harry potter........so many .........the rock may be/the matrix/ hackers ...the movie with 1 called angilina bennet
- Television
- lost......do not know
- Books
- da vinci code (dan brown) /(never finished it )/ russian literature(the mother /maxim gorky) /we wont be human (aziz nicen turkish) (the prophet Jubran /arab) , trip in the center of earth (jule verne /french I guess). (am not a mntal though boredome)
- Heroes
- hero yuy of wings of gun dam ( cartoons ).
Hisoka of the snipher ( cartoons as you may guessed)/ also Noa - Other interests
- name it , I mostly did it yet never been interested enough
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Signature
- If ur at the bottom then cheer it only can go better
If you are lonely then smile
You do not need them to stay alive
If they hurt you bad ,been hurt worst and every thing is just pushing u down...
And even though you are strong enough to survive
p.m me.........I quite like it
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Another fucking day came.... Hate in the air, disgust is ruling ,cold war and every 1 is putting every 1 down........we are now back to the normal days of *crappy shut* family after the 3rd world ....house war.
Gotta class in couple of hours another teacher will be let down another nagging wave to scramble my numbness.....most of my meaningless words r being spilled just as balnk and empty as my soul is...no soul, no life, no family , no friends..... I mean c'mon I barely see any of them...
Gotta class in couple of hours another teacher will be let down another nagging wave to scramble my numbness.....most of my meaningless words r being spilled just as balnk and empty as my soul is...no soul, no life, no family , no friends..... I mean c'mon I barely see any of them...
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Sadness ,Disappointess and a blank soul
Doves ever roaving my zone
A far far of reach passion
Betrayal torturing the shreaded emotion
Promises of pain and traces of worst
All seen in future eyes of the speaking present
Memories left with the blade
Traces on hands and thies should be on wrist
Desprately reaching for exhaustion rest..
And a crimson tear sending broken 'hay'
To the friend laying in the grave of life,imagination...
Doves ever roaving my zone
A far far of reach passion
Betrayal torturing the shreaded emotion
Promises of pain and traces of worst
All seen in future eyes of the speaking present
Memories left with the blade
Traces on hands and thies should be on wrist
Desprately reaching for exhaustion rest..
And a crimson tear sending broken 'hay'
To the friend laying in the grave of life,imagination...
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Careless cold gerk genius assle freaking hell deamon cold gestures and blank look ever staring at infinity ever reflecting nothingness ever spreading fear in the black hearts as a beam of sunlight in vampiers world...as a stream of water in devils'hell.......cold and senseless nothing can move an emotion revive retrive it from its eternal grave....him: '.my shreded soul reflecting in me my killed passion burried inside of me and the endless pain pouring in the vessles every second torturing this...
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here is how my typical break down would start:
I do not know what on ***** earth is the wrong i did to .....i hate life i hate this world i hate the fact that i am alive i hate the fact that i have to live and every little tiny detail in my life, i wish i did not understamd i wish i were stupid i wish i were nothing just a wall i envey walls for not having to deal with this ......why shall i live? I do not have a single fucking reason to live notrhing i love nothing i want no dreams no hope...
I do not know what on ***** earth is the wrong i did to .....i hate life i hate this world i hate the fact that i am alive i hate the fact that i have to live and every little tiny detail in my life, i wish i did not understamd i wish i were stupid i wish i were nothing just a wall i envey walls for not having to deal with this ......why shall i live? I do not have a single fucking reason to live notrhing i love nothing i want no dreams no hope...