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ahh i'm just hysterical,jealous non much worth of a person. on the other hand,i don't think of that myself...
also i heard stories of how alcohol raises people's self confidence and self esteem. so i bet it is,and it does sound perfect,but its for adults...my classmates used to kill for vodka,almost killed someone literally. i wouldnt be sure about it.
i heard of nose-spray that solves the prob too. like 2 years ago,but its not on sale here.
by the way,i meant check,as in "finished". now it took me a lot of time to figure out that the word has two meanings.

life is just never easy hannah. its just...true...
but to do better for yourself,you gotta take step-by-step. thats what i'm doing. i cant just drop in a crowd of people from an airplane to get what i want. i bet it goes easy as you feel comfortable with,also with little risks you preform. :P

first step: finish my blog entry. (check )

"don't wish,just do it"
i think its easier said than done.

and you mean the parent thing?
"if you scratch my back,i scratch yours,if you backstab me,i wont bother returning it."
honestly if someone doesnt care for me, i won't either. its like returning it back. simple.

The face is like demonic on my page ...fitting :3

well thats good,if they hurt you bad in the past. not to care about people who dont deserve it. wish i was like that...

and tbh by not caring,your kinda returning the "favor" of hurting. i did that before...

my mom used to hit me a couple of times,but i threat her with "i am gonna call social workers" and then she shuts up. i know i'm not the only one doing that. :/

they just say they love you,you mean the world to them,the next day they just argue...its soo confusing. i hate when that happens all the time, it gets kids a weird feeling that they want to run out of the house. as far as i heard, so many parents are like this and their children dunno how to behave as parents cause of their own.

the story is in the past,i don't look at it personal anymore... but right after the breakup happened,i started writing the thing, i still do. it doesnt really matter. it had the biggest effects on me though... still disappointed cause of what i did in the situation.

most people on TH are addicted to it,its understandable. i passed the test myself and won't admit i am addicted. but i can leave the site easily without worrying.

you meant "desperate" i assume. so is same with my dad.
desperation foe love is natural...i guess its in the blood of every human. thats why foster kids(those who don't live with biological families,esp. parents) go on looking for their real parents,at least when they grow up. its not EXACTLY the same situation...
but adults mostly dunno how to be good ones. ones don't care and others pretend not to care. same feelings... its unbelievable.
we,the kids,can blame them all we want. i'm thinking IF its their fault they don't do a good job at parenthood. kids are kids. :/

I know! We were the best

ahh social workers took you away like in my game? you sound like you enjoyed it...like payback time. if your dad stopped though, it kinda means he cared.

i wonder if TH is a social thing you like to go on. if it really fulfills.

i had visits with my old friends but it stopped. long story. i told that to a lot of people,like it still matters,dunno if you heard of it.

life is a process, with people coming and going. even if not going,its always the 1st one. your parents could go on counseling or something. i would mind if they're neglecting me. its not regular but its usual. :/ i met people on TH whose parents yell or ignore. i know,you did too. though i never knew that can happen to so much teens and children.

nice to see you got a solution for that little problem. its different in an apartment or neighborhood with a bunch or kids. i'm around old(er) people all the time. others get luckier. so its all up to school hang outs.