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Last Activity: November 14th 2013 03:43 AM
About Me
- Basics
- Name
- Brittany Jackson
- Gender
- Female
- Location
- Virginia
- About
- About me
- I have been bullied... I am absolutely terrified of people. I hate the thought of anyone talking behind my back, therefore I have isoladed myself from anyone else. there is only one person I have ever truly trusted this past year, that is my boyfriend. He gets me through the hard times. Like on days I feel like more self-harm, or starting back my Bulimia. I have felt there is no where to go. Everything is going down very quickly. Much to quickly for me to handle. My family is falling apart more and more each day. I have witnessed MULTIPLE attempted suicides. I have no one to tell my problems to, I don't trust anyone anymore... Which scares me... ALOT! I have caused myself depression and anxiety problems, because I refuse to talk to anyone about my problems. I NEVER let anyone see me cry anymore, it is a sign of weakness to people. I don't want to look weak. Just recently my best friend from 2nd till &th grade told me to go kill myself and no one would notice because I'm not important... I feel worthless, like no one cares... My parents refuse to think that I have any mental problems even though my doctor said I have depression and anxiety. She wants me to take medicine for it but my parents refuse to listen... They want me to be the perfect straight A, happy go lucky girl like my sister, but I'm just not. I was at one time, then everyone left me and forgot I even existed. I don't like to bother the few people who offer to listen to my problems... They wouldn't think of me the same. I trusted many people with my problems at one time, but they all beterayed me... Half of the people I used to consider my "best friends" won't look at me now, hate me, or even worse make fun of me constantly... I know you probably aren't interested in my problems and I should stop now, but I have to get it out of my system... Bye
- Details
- Here for
- Like to help and be helped
- Relationship status
- In a relationship
- Sexuality
- Heterosexual/Straight
- Ethnicity
- Caucasian/White
- Education
- High School
- Politics
- Liberal
- Religion
- I'm not sure anymore
- Zodiac sign
- Scorpio
- Interests
- Hobbies
- I dance and sing basically.
- Music
- Asking alexandria, Bullet for my valentine, Black veil brides, Cown the empire...
- Movies
- I don't watch movies.
- Television
- I don't watch television.
- Games
- Call of duty(all of them), Halo, etc.
- Books
- Dark souls, The garden of Eve, The vampire slayer.
- Sports
- Dance
- Heroes
- My aunt...
- Favorite quotes
- I you love someone you never let them go, no matter how hard it gets.
- Other interests
- None
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Signature
- Brittany