[Moomins]

I'm new to this and not quite sure how it works im not sure if im even on the right thing but I could really do with some advice

Iv recently just got over anorexia where I lost a stupid amount of weight for my height. My parents told me that if I did not eat by my own choice that they would have no option but to take me to the hospital to get professional help. I chose options A obviously. At first it was horrible having to eat full meals with my parents watching me like a hawk.
So anyway I reached a healthy weight just before Christmas but since then I can't stop binging I mean pretty much eating everything the whole fridge. But il stave myself for a few days after my binge. Now iv become depressed again back to we're I was before I developed anorexia. All I want to do is get all this weight back off but I'm also scared to slip back in to old habbits and become anorexic again.

I just want to be heathy but can't stop binging then starving myself! I'm sorry for the essay I just need so moral support I'm sorry if iv posted this wrong or you think I'm a right cow for moaning about something like this! I just don't know what to do