[Tigereyes]

I've gone back to pretending to be okay. Sometimes I do such a good job at faking it that I even believe myself for a little while. Only a few people know that I'm not fine. And there's nothing anyone can do for me. It's not the depression this time, and now I'm doubting if it ever truly was. It's life. Everything's gone wrong, and I'm so sick of holding on and fighting for nothing. Most of it's beyond my control anyway.