[Kate*]

I'm sorry, I almost never do that, especially with authority figures,but it's been a bad week, it's not over yet, and you kept coming over to bug me and I had had ENOUGH. I know it's a sign that I'm seriously slipping into things that if you knew about them, I'm pretty sure would get me disqualified from the profession. In a way it's a good thing though, it means I'm comfortable enough with you to allow myself to do that. I'm assuming you noticed that I couldn't look you in the eye? It means I know my place and I know how wrong it was, and I feel tremendous guilt because that's what happens when it starts to get bad. Not to mention, how many times have I said I'm either invisible or in trouble, you proved my point exactly, again. I know, but since when is it your job to challenge me and is it unprofessional for me to snap at you, even with good reason and if I only do it once? It will NEVER happen again, but the last thing I want is to be docked professional behavior points for being provoked while being in a bad mood. Also, if you can tell that I'm getting upset by your challenges is there a point where you would back off? especially considering it was in the middle of class where everyone was aware of what was going on.