[Kindred]

Sounds like you're hypermetabolic, or something like that (there is a proper term for it, but I've forgotten ). It's when after a while without food, when you start eating again, your body is like "burn alllllllllllll the calories!" It's commonly referred to as extreme hunger, and it goes away if you keep sticking with it, and likely gain weight back until you're at your body's natural set point. That might not be your starting weight, though, it could be lower, could be higher. I'm not you, I haven't a clue . So in conclusion; part of recovery for a lot of people, from what I've heard anyway.

You're doing brilliantly, keep going <3