Re: Do you have a mental illness? -
January 29th 2013, 08:20 AM
I have severe Body Dysmorphic Disorder - it has been occurring on and off ever since I was 12 years old.
It's daunting - no one ever seems to understand my condition, let alone help me. This has led me to eventually beg and plead everyone, from my Mom to my Boyfriends, to help me, but none of them really wished to, and therefore deserted me for good.
This weakness can terribly diminish your self-esteem and self-confidence. However last year I was a little alright, and free from this. Then just before NYE in 2012 I witnessed a single white hair, which got me on the BDD track again.
I can't sleep - I keep crying all night. I feel my head's gonna explode.
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