[mindflower]

Just so sick of living, when everyone else seems okay and all I want is to die. When I'm jealous of every single girl around me, and they are all just fine with who they are, and so are all the guys of course because theyre all so beautiful and talented and can get those guys. Especially him. I'm the only one that can't seem to be able to make him happy. In fact, I'm sure he hates me by now. He just keeps it a secret so he doesn't hurt my feelings and I go bizerk and then drama starts. I always cause so much drama.....
newsflash. I'm already crazy. Hating me is logical, I hate myself too, but it won't stop me from this.
39 going on 38.