I know at least one of them won't be bad AT ALL, but I still have 3 to go and at least one of those is scaring me to death. And yes I went to class with a fever last night, I'm better today, but still not perfect. I will go again tonight, if you get sick from me blame the policies. No I have no idea what it is, but it's not bad enough to be the flu. How many times did I say I CAN'T AFFORD TO GET SICK and it hits me the day I come back?! what the hell?!
Thanks for telling me to "breathe" and I'll "be fine" This was nothing, if only you knew how bad it really can get and did get over this. Also, I get kicked out if it happens one more time and I'm not confident about my abilities anymore which will cause a self fulfilling prophecy. I've wanted this since I was 12, and the idea that it could be ripped away from me in a split second over PERSONALITY TRAITS terrifies me. I really don't think you get that. There is no plan B, this was plan B and I never needed a plan C, so if this doesn't happen the way it's supposed to I don't know what I'm going to do for the rest of my life.