[Lucy&themachine]

I've been feeling depressed for a while now, it's mostly my dad he has a new girl friend and doesn't care about me, so I resolved to cutting my wrists a part of me wants him to eve so he'll give me the attention I want but I'm scared of what my family will say he'll help me through it but tell his girlfriend and she will tell all her daughters I just want him to notice me, spend time with his daughter how can't he see? How can't he see I need him? I don't want to be me, I don't want to be on this earth any more, I'm scared of what il do to myself I can't control myself when I get worked up. I just want my dad back I miss him. No body cares enough to stay with me, if I died no one would notice so why should I stay when no one cares?