Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
January 1st 2013, 10:38 PM
kyle: i really wish you would just grow up already, you're suppose to be the oldest, start acting like it.
i know its scary taking responsibility and growing up, you don't think i'm scared too? you're supposed to be taking care of us, not the other way around.
i'm tired of being the only responsible one, the one who has all the weight to carry and the pressure to bare. i'm not even 19 yet and yet im expected to graduate highschool, go to college, get a job, and move out and take care of both of you, especially you, having to be constantly watching you like you were a child. i need your help, i dont think i can pull this off.
I watch the hope I had disintegrate before my eyes.
I take a minute and reflect on your fucking lies!
Behind the door, you have two choices, but you don't get to choose.
You can survive or you can die - either way you lose!
|