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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - December 31st 2012, 11:14 AM
I wish I had never told my mom about my cutting. I know for a fact that I could have handled everything with a few bandaids placed correctly, instead of calling for help and going to the hospital. Then I would still be able to cut on my arms and be able to feel that relief. I miss it so much. The only thing keeping me from cutting at this very moment is the fact that my mom is asleep on her bed in the room that we share because we're too broke to afford anything else. If she were at work right now, I would have given in hours ago. I know that I need to take a shower tomorrow and I have a feeling that I'm going to take my blades with me and end up cutting for the first time since October 30th. Part of me doesn't care. I don't know what to do anymore.