[Stiena]

Ugh. Judging by the excruciating cramps which kept me from doing anything other than going in and out of the bathroom today, my period is here. A tad off the subject, but, I'm getting really annoyed that I'm "not allowed" on birth control. I'd like to stab somebody in the abdomen and make them see how it feels EVERY MONTH! Endometriosis sucks and so do painkillers because they barely work at all -.- I don't want to deal with this at school anymore because of the idiotic policy on pills which about got me suspended because they're too stupid to understand. I've gone to the doctor 3 freaking times and talked about it countless times with my mother, but nothing ever changes because of how "dangerous" the pill is -.- Screw my life. I'm so sick of this not being taken seriously!