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Re: Grieving my exbestfriend... - December 20th 2012, 11:50 AM
Thank you for your reply,

I talked to him about it and he said he didn't care that I snapped at him but I still feel guilty because he is going through his own crap as well. Also, some of my anger came from me, I have empathy and he and I have a strong enough bond to have his pain transfer to me and add to mine.. It's annoying but I have to get used to it...

I only have a few things to look forward to, J and I don't know each other but we call each other bro and sis because we are so close and I'm going to go see him in a few years, that is if he keeps fighting.. I'm just worried I have no future to look forward to...

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