[ohbellaaa]

hey there. i understand what youre going through for i went through similar troubles. i didnt grow up with parents or in a loving home with people telling me nice things about myself and that truly had an effect on my life and the way i look at myself. but there comes a time when you need to stand your ground and look in the mirror and see your true beauty. inner and outer. i bet you are a beautiful person inside and out, thats all that matters. outer beauty can be nice, sure dont get me wrong but inner beauty is what you should really embrace about yourself. cutting to feel alive and to feel in general isnt a good thing to do at all. instead how about doing something you enjoy to replace self harming? maybe drawing, writing, helping people or making music? things like that should take your mind off harming and will make you feel alot happier with life. if you ever need anything or want to talk privately about any issues you can PM me anytime.