I'm sorry mom and dad, but I'm still a roller coaster, still chaotic, even with the meds. And I still feel more comfortable talking here, on
TH, than I ever felt with you. Its just how I am.
And it really sucks because right now, I really feel like I could use the type of advice parents are supposed to give their kids, but we never had that kind of close relationship, did we? Well here it is: I'm so confused, being 16, hormones fucking with me, feeling like I'm growing up too fast and yet, not fast enough.
God, I wish....I wish I had someone to love, someone to talk to. But life isn't a happy fairy tale story, is it?