[MsNobleEleanor]

The meeting went well, I left because they talked about drugs and alcohol and I got up and left. I talked with a crisis lady and she set me up with an intake in 2 months for counseling.

I have told my doctor about the addiction. I went to a specialist and he diagnosed me with Borderline Personality Disorder and minor Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Depression and some Anxiety.

I'm seeing a guy that I really like, we're really close friends. He is older but he respects every bit of me. Yes, I cheated on him twice and I feel horrible about it and wont do it again.