[mindflower]

LOVE THIS THREAD!
matthew- excuse me if I tell my best friend about our conversation last night, if you didn't want me telling her, maybe you shouldn't have gotten that sexual! Hey remember me, the girl you used and left for your girlfriend?!
damnit....I just don't get you sometimes! YOU EXPECT ME TO BE OKAY WITH EVERYTHING< WELL F THAT! BECAUSE I'M NOT O-F*CKING-KAY! You have a girlfriend and I FUCKING CAN'T GET OVER YOU!!! I....I just love you too much...
and sometimes i swear i love her too...god WHY IS LOVE SO CONFUSING!?
You wanna know why I told my friend.....because she's the only one who understands....cause when I vent to her about such things, even if you won't like it..... its letting out my feelings for you too.....

I really......really love you....
i wish you could see that...